This morning the silky sunrise rays hung over my head through the window. I wanted to be able to burst out into joy and float on happiness drifting away from doubt into a sea of the full expectation that I am getting what I am asking for. What I deserve. My thoughts get heavy with doubt. I have to break away from that. I’m working on feeling more and more gratitude in my heart each day. Some days are harder than others, but I have to believe it in my heart that I am able to free myself from fear, and with that I can be freed into a life of ultimate ease and prosper.

My emotions grow awkwardly, but beautifully like tree branches toward the sky. Uncontrollable; they go where they want. I want to be able to feel and to know that I can change my life; that I can control my life. I’m almost there.

Time for some Gratitude of the Day: I am so thankful for my legs that can walk. I am thankful for my hands, my fingers that help my mind & imagination create the beauty that I want the world to see. My eyes; although I do wear glasses I am thankful that I can see at all. I give thanks for my lips that can kiss and a tongue that can taste; which leads to me being thankful for all of my five senses. Thank you.

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